i would tell you more about my own past relationship experience as well so we could move from there and see where it leads us to.Good day,I want to tell you why i would need no hurt from any woman in my life again because i have gone through a lot and i don’t want that to happen again,my heart is too fragile to receive anymore hurt and i hope you understand this with me or what do you think? It’s just about my experience in my last relationship.Anyway ,All that I want from life is to be loved and to love in return. There is nothing greater!Well, what went wrong in my last relationship? It’s hard to say. At first, I thought that she was going through a mid life crisis.Basically I’m not trying to be judgmental, but I still believe that she was, there were so many things that changed in how she thought. Not the same woman that I knew at all. I know that he was having an affair ( she has never even to this day admitted it!) Anyway , it been a while since I heard from her ,over 2 years.He started leaving on Friday nights to go drinking with friends . she was acting as if he was single with no responsibilities ,However I and my cousin who was staying with us were so confused. My cousin found text messages on her phone. The day she told me that she thought my ex was having an affair I will never forget. His heart was breaking because she thought that she was killing me with her words. I, however, thought that she was emotionally unstable and pointed out all of the reasons why she couldn’t be! How naive can one be? So, when I talked to her about what had happened, she just laughed and called his cousin into the room to make fun of him and I. When all these time she was in fact seeing someone! she said that she needed a shrink and many more very unkind things.What I still can’t believe is how she played the game for so long afterwards! To sit and talk with me every morning and evening, planning for the future, knowing full well that we did not have one in terms of establishing our own company. This went on for several months. And then the day that she told us that she just wanted to go his separate way because she was not happy, again I bought that story. You can’t hold someone when they no longer love you! That was June 24th, we were having supper that night with his cousin. So she told his cousin and then left..Again, she told us that there was no one in his life, just not happy.This was the worst experience of my life . But I am now a stronger person and my eyes are wide open. Here it’s quite the picture, don’t you think? How does that saying go? If it doesn’t kill you, it’ll make you stronger! Well, that’s me , I have been able to accomplish a lot of things despite all the trials and temptations he made me went through..Anyway , I dropped the past baggages long time ago , I don’t have to judge others with what she has done, I just want to believe that the bad people have tarnished the image of the good ones which is really affecting the whole world today. So I think you know where I’m at! Was broken but I’m fixed now! Good to go! Will I ever trust someone totally again? It’s so hard to say! I would like to believe that I will, that remains to be seen! Will I ever be able to place my heart in someone else’s care, don’t know?! To give someone all that I am and to have it given or thrown back, not sure! So now you pretty much know my life story. That you are on your own ? How can you cope with that? I know that faith helps us through it all but i still always need God before moving.It’s good meeeting you and well according to your email i believe you are that christian woman i would like to communicate with,learn about you as you do the same.feel free to leave me a message Take care,
